Another Collapsing

Yesterday I had everything talked through with H and then right again small misunderstanding. It was nothing. Its all apologized and forgiven now but for an hour or two I was living through a nightmare.

I feel ashamed about it. It makes me think how sensitive I am now. Its like being on edge all the time. Just something tiny is enough to push me over the edge.

I got something else to write about too... about normal stuff that has happened recently. And about what I talked and did with my "date" (I gotta start using some other term or initial letter since I feel silly using that one) but now I feel a bit too tired to write. Later... maybe.