Project Porn Story
Yesterday night I went through those unfinished stories I have. I really want to get them done. I promised N I would send one of them to her.
Somehow its not easy to get them done. They just don't feel right. My first story is about masturbation. Its a story about one day and how I masturbate during it (I time to time do it whole day). Its - how should I call it - a pseudoreal story: all elements in it has happened, all things are real things from my life but its not a precise description of one certain day in my life. Its mostly about how I did it two years ago when I regularly started at home on morning, continued it slowly during the day at university and then finally finished when I got back home. The story is somewhat based on a masturbation post I wrote for Finnish forums earlier.
Second story is about my most shaking sexual experience. I'm not sure how I actually ended up doing it but I was a sexually used maid for married couple for a day. It was after I broke up with my ex and I had kind of craving for kinky things. Thinking about it now I also was kind of craving to hurt myself. I wrote that story in Finnish and maybe in slightly quick and slangish style. I posted it to L and she liked it and encouraged to post it to forums too. So I did (same forums as I spoke above) and it got slightly contradictory response. Some liked it, some thought it was disturbing. It isn't just nice "perfect big breasted woman has perfect sex with perfect guy with big cock" (I hate those kind of stories). I have translated that story to English already and its 12 pages long but it just don't feel right. It doesn't have the same atmosphere, same feelings, same emotions in it. I don't know if I should make it more or less fictional story because currently it doesn't seem to match the real experience.
Then the third option would be to rewrite it once again.
Third story is what I talked about earlier in my blog. Its about anal sex and I wrote it after seeing a dream where I was going to have it. Its not an erotic story but more like shortish article about my anal sex experiences and how I relate to it.
Somehow its not easy to get them done. They just don't feel right. My first story is about masturbation. Its a story about one day and how I masturbate during it (I time to time do it whole day). Its - how should I call it - a pseudoreal story: all elements in it has happened, all things are real things from my life but its not a precise description of one certain day in my life. Its mostly about how I did it two years ago when I regularly started at home on morning, continued it slowly during the day at university and then finally finished when I got back home. The story is somewhat based on a masturbation post I wrote for Finnish forums earlier.
Second story is about my most shaking sexual experience. I'm not sure how I actually ended up doing it but I was a sexually used maid for married couple for a day. It was after I broke up with my ex and I had kind of craving for kinky things. Thinking about it now I also was kind of craving to hurt myself. I wrote that story in Finnish and maybe in slightly quick and slangish style. I posted it to L and she liked it and encouraged to post it to forums too. So I did (same forums as I spoke above) and it got slightly contradictory response. Some liked it, some thought it was disturbing. It isn't just nice "perfect big breasted woman has perfect sex with perfect guy with big cock" (I hate those kind of stories). I have translated that story to English already and its 12 pages long but it just don't feel right. It doesn't have the same atmosphere, same feelings, same emotions in it. I don't know if I should make it more or less fictional story because currently it doesn't seem to match the real experience.
Then the third option would be to rewrite it once again.
Third story is what I talked about earlier in my blog. Its about anal sex and I wrote it after seeing a dream where I was going to have it. Its not an erotic story but more like shortish article about my anal sex experiences and how I relate to it.
posted by rakastuja at 11:34 AM
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