Feeling Sick

I feel sick. It sucks sitting at work and trying to do something.

I also feel kind of lonely. Suddenly many of my online friends have left somewhere else. They just occasionally send mail.

All boils down again to the fact that I don't have anyone I could really talk with in real life. I don't know if it would be even possible to have though. I have often hard time with psychologists and doctors even though it should be considered as "anonymous and safe" environment to talk.

I wish I could just go home to sleep...