Nervous

I'm feeling a bit unsure again... or nervous. I feel like certain people are ignoring me again or at least are far less eager to chat with me.

I would like to ask them if something is wrong or if they are annoyed by something in me but I feel ashamed to do so. It's most likely nothing again and I'm just stupid feeling this way. But still it bothers me a lot.

don't I ever get rid of this?