Morning

I edited a bit the post I wrote last night...

I dont know if I feel much better. Of course I have calmed down now. I guess only way is up again. I have all the exams coming following weeks so I just cant collapse now. I have missed two last exams because of my depression in couple courses already. Soon I am forced to retake whole courses again and it would postpone my graduation with a year or more. On other hand I'm not sure if I want to even think how I would do in full time work. With work I couldnt just skip a week because of depression...