Ugly Mind

If I hurt someone, even if I dont mean it, I apologize - it's my fault.
If someone hurts me, even if that person doesnt mean it, I apologize - it's my fault.
If someone criticizes me, it's because I do something wrong - it's my fault.
If I criticize someone, it's blaming and wrong - it's my fault.

I wish this would be more about letting out my sad mood than the actual truth about how it goes in my life.

I just shouldnt do anything because it's always my fault. I'm always 100% guilty to everything. Me alone. I'm just sick, stupid, ignorant... bad person in every way.

Why would anyone ever be with a person like me...