Worthless

I'm feeling physically sick too today. Nausea and weird head aches - just sudden jolts in head. I'm craving to eat something but same time I feel like throwing up.

I'm probably more calmed down too today. Just feeling really worthless and low. A feeling a bit like waking up and realizing that everything good was just a dream.

I dont think I'll manage to call or visit anyone. I doubt anyone will call or visit me either. I guess next time I talk with someone on Monday.