Saturday Update

Felt pretty good yesterday and today. Yesterday I was having a barbeque with my parents and it was nice. I walked that couple miles back home pretty drunk. Somehow still I feel I almost like have an invisible barrier between me and my parents.

I feel like guest there. A bit like outsider. I cant get that kind of "we are a family" feeling...

Today was really nice weather again. I walked for an hour, bought some ice cream and I was generally feeling good.

After that I have got worse again. All it needs is one asshole and my day ruined. :(

I know this is pretty stupid post but I cant myself to post anything more now...