Bad Day Today

Parties later today and I don't feel like partying at all.

I have to go demonstrating my work afternoon and before that I need get present for my friend. I'm feeling very unsure how this day turns out.

Last night I cried for real once again. And here's the stupid reason: I tried to talk with H and she just answered sparsely and couple times left for longer time without saying anything... I would like to tell her that. I would like to explain how I felt last night because of that but I don't think it would do any good. I don't think it would make much sense.

I just hope I somehow manage this day. Just hope I can hang on for next 16 hours or so...