somehow i doubt ill ever talk with some of those people i thought as my friends

no goodbyes...

i just dont exist to them anymore

sure they answer if i keep asking but otherwise im invisible to them


i dont think medicine, therapy or anything can help. i mean i can get rid of depression. i can get rid of anxiety. but what can change that people like me more? if the person, personality and identity, that i am now isnt good enough then there is no solution. only solution would be becoming another person but i dont think i want to.

maybe my personality is just a failure - kind of unsuitable for living, for having friends.