Some Confessions

• I have often started writing a post but left it unposted because I have been afraid what people would think about it.
• Sometimes I intentionally avoid people.
• I have sometimes exaggerated my depression or anxiety to get attention.
• Sometimes I feel extremely jealous when my friend gives more attention to someone else.
• Time to time I see images of getting hurt. I can walk at street and see image how I would fall and hurt myself really seriously.
• I have actually hurted myself in worst angsts. I took a needle and hit my thigh above knee with it... It left small bloody spots. I never told anyone about it. I was so ashamed.