Opening This Blog

I thought about opening this blog and to use it like a diary, confession place or something... for self-therapy maybe.

I have been depressed long time. So long time that I have trouble remembering when I wasn’t. I hope to get more distance to things by writing them down in foreign language. I don’t know if my English is very good especially when I wrote in upset state of mind but on other hand I’m writing for myself – not for possible readers.
I dunno really if I should expect someone to read this or not…

About name 'rakastuja': it means 'one who falls in love' in Finnish.